I just want to tell you I fucking miss you but I hate you so much for all these shit times you put me through. fuck you. you are so influenced on other people it makes me sick! you left me and I’m stranded here heart broken not knowing what to think. each day is fucking hard but how easy is it for you? boys are fucking ass holes and I hate being an emotional girl we are even worse. I fucking love you and I know you love me too.. you are just so fucking stupid at the moment. I need to move on, I’ve tried and I can’t because something each day reminds me of you and how fucking good we had it! I never want you back in my life but id take you back in an instant just so I could love you like I used to. I hate being unwanted.. unloved.. confused.. hurt and lost. fuck you i love you.


